Starting

I was going to starting to studying yesterday but I could do that.
Now, I think that maybe I can start today. And I wish I can.
How I said before I'm in doubt about what to do. So, now, I will try a contest to another job in public service. For this contest I will have to make an English exam that's why I'm trying to write in English.
This job would be really great for me and my family so God help me.